Late Night Brain Dump

I am a left-brained individual who longs to be a creative genius.  Unfortunately I am not ambitious. I admire people who have driven and vision and passion. I wish I had that. Do they have to work hard to have that?  Maybe I'm just lazy. That is my fear. 

I have a lot of different ideas floating around my head recently. They appear to be my latest hyperfixation, so I figure that I may as well indulge them for awhile. Who's it going to hurt? 

(Maybe my family, since any time I spend on the fixation will be taken away from caring dor them and the house.)

I want to open my Etsy store again. I want to create children's skirts and quilted bags and photo collages. 

I can't keep my ordinary life shut together. Why do I keep wanting to add more and more?  

(Let's blame the ADHD.)